tortured visions of yourself here on display

9:21PM

Acceptance:
"So Contagious"

Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell you I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Current mood: loved

Current music: Acceptance:"So Contagious"

5:30PM

Current mood: amused

Current music: Thursday:"Wind-Up"

4:57PM

Rise Against
"The Art Of Losing"

I'm not fucking blind to the way
that you talk around the truth
not just what you say
but what you do
played this tug of war way too fucking long
like every time
again I've lost
you've won
you took advantage of the trust that I gave
took my forgiveness
rubbed it back in my face
reaching for words but there's nothing to say
I'm left to wonder
will this ever be the same
this rage
burning through my veins
regret consumes my mind
cutting deeply like a razor blade
will I live to see another day
without questioning your motives
with constant doubt
you took advantage of the trust that I gave
took my forgiveness
rubbed it back in my face
reaching for words
but there's nothing to say
I'm left to wonder
will this ever be the same
and as we sit back waiting
for these scars to heal
try to convince ourselves
that this
that this isn't real
will you allow me forget your past
or will you always hang it over my head

Current mood: bitchy

Current music: Rise Against:"The Art of Losing"

8:44PM - YAYS!!

omfg...
today soooo kicked ass
well after school did anyways...
yeah...
but now im just more confused....:(

Current mood: ecstatic

Current music: Bleed the Dream:"Just Like I Remember"

8:40PM

im bored....
and confused..



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Current mood: confused

Current music: Misfits:"Halloween"

7:03PM - essay

im doing that stuipid essay for puckett...
its hard...><
yeah......it sucks...on so many levels...
ummm.......................oh
and im bored

Current mood: frustrated

Current music: Misfits: "Astro Zombies"

10:58PM

Misfits
"American Psycho"

whoa whoa oh-oh-oh whoa

Inside a wall street mind a psycho lurks
Lines of cocaine cut in hell
Obsessive hands gently grab your neck
compulsivly you start to die
I hate people!

whoa whoa oh-oh-oh whoa

Struggling to breathe -Go!

The sweet asphyxiation and dismemberment
Sex puts me in the mood to make you die
Obsessive hands gently grab your neck
look into sick eyes
I hate people!

whoa whoa oh-oh-oh whoa

Struggling to breathe -Go!

Go! - A machine of penalty
Go! - The sweet insanity
Go! - Fade to black tranquility

You're lookin' through the eyes of a psycho!whoa
An American psycho!whoa

Inside a wall street mind a psycho lurks
Lines of cocaine cut in hell
Obsessive hands gently grab your neck
compulsivly you start to die
I hate people!

whoa whoa oh-oh-oh whoa

Struggling to breathe -Go!

Go! - A machine of penalty
Go! - The sweet insanity
Go! - Fade to black tranquility

You're lookin' through the eyes of a psycho!whoa
An American psycho!whoa

psycho, psycho, psycho, psycho

Current mood: pissed off

Current music: Misfits:"American Psycho"

5:30PM - to my lovely ryann....^_^

My love proclamation to ryann♥

9:37PM - arggg...

><....
soo much anger....

Current mood: aggravated

Current music: Bleeding Through:"Love Lost in a Hail of Gunfire"

9:18PM - up and down.......

i feel like a yo-yo....:(

Current mood: sad

Current music: The Vandals:"Rico"

8:57PM

if feel like i must share theyre total awesomeness....^_^

The Vandals:
"How (Did This Loser Get This Job)"

I know it's just a figure of speech
but if your breath and your clothes are bad
your destined to teach

I see the president
I see Lincoln
what the hell was 43% of this place thinking

we watch the shuttle launch
read J.D. Salinger
I know one teacher I wish was on the Challenger

How- How- How- How- How- How-
How did this loser get this job?

check his references,
that's all I'm saying
I think my parents deserve more
for what their paying

he works till 3:00
it's such a racket
all you need are Dockers and
a Members Only jacket

How- How- How- How- How- How-
How did this loser get this job?

unprepared,
drunk you swindle academe
all you wanna do
is wrestle with the football team

pass out towels like communion
you're protected by the kid molesters union
How- How- How- How- How- How-
How did this loser get this job?

Current mood: giggly

Current music: The Vandals:"How (Did This Loser Get This Job)"

10:55AM

oh god, im bored....
yeah...
and i just had a sudden craving for waffles....
yeah..im going to go make waffles...^_^

Current mood: bored

Current music: The Bravery: "No Brakes"

2:36PM - 3 day weekend

3 day weekend...WOOT!!!..
haha...
yeah...
im bored..
i really should get a hobby...^_^
...and a life while im at it

Current mood: dorky

Current music: Underoath:"It's Dangerous Business Walking..."

11:41PM - my halloween costume..

My Halloween Costume

Current mood: happy

9:41PM - ^_^

today sucked...
but it gradually got better..
-highlight of the day:
i grabbed will's ass...XD

oh...and i went costume shopping and i found a costume...^_^
its so sexy...haha
ill post a picture of it later...

Current mood: giddy

Current music: Thursday: "Understanding In A Car Crash"

11:41PM - omfg....

EVERY guy should wear tag or axe...
its smells sooooooooo good...^_^..
haha...
yeah....XD

Current mood: bouncy

Current music: The Vandals: "My Brother Is Gay"

9:25PM - bleh

today sucked....:(
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Current mood: crappy

Current music: The Vandals: "I Can't Wait"